Comments on: Daaaaaang

By: Von

Von — Tue, 27 Nov 2007 19:57:42 +0000

Oh Premee… I wish you all the best. Have you tried drugging yourself with various legal/prescription/recreational drugs? Gravol and Benadryl put me to sleep pretty fast as does watching TV or having a bully wank.

By: Mark

Mark — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 15:55:12 +0000

There is a clear set of very scary steps to get into the inpatient program, and I think you should follow them.

By: 32-P

32-P — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 04:20:07 +0000

Actually, I did mention it Sunday morning… I just didn’t discuss it.
And secondly, if I could stop the ridiculous internal dialogue, I wouldn’t be in this position, no? If it were merely a matter of willpower I would be at least 95% less fucked-up. Trust me on this one. :-(

By: Mark

Mark — Mon, 19 Nov 2007 04:06:00 +0000

Good heavens! Why didn’t you discuss any of this when I saw you last weekend?

First, stop your ridiculous internal dialogue. It’s suffering from the same disorder—and from its habitual “all is hopeless” perspective, it’s no wonder you don’t trust the available help.

You’re one of my oldest friends and I love you dearly. You are rationalizing yourself out of all avenues for help with a mind set on only one outlook. However scary it may be, see the doctor, follow his instructions, get into the inpatient program, and ignore whatever judgements your trapped mind makes of all this.

By: Devlish D

Devlish D — Sun, 18 Nov 2007 06:38:23 +0000

Oh dear premee.. This sounds a bit rough my sweet.

I know those doctors are incompetent human-types, but perhaps you’ll have to try a 5th opinion? Maybe a naturopath? I have a very good one to whom I am greatly appreciative…
You have all my love and support. I know this isn’t easy, but really, neither are you :)
Love
Dana

By: 32-P

32-P — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 22:25:13 +0000

Sorry, I’ll be in Winnipeg. :-\

By: Julie

Julie — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 21:23:31 +0000

So anyone up for dinner in Calgary on Wednesday?

By: 32-P

32-P — Wed, 14 Nov 2007 14:01:16 +0000

Sorry… to get about three hours of sleep a night, I have to be in bed by around ten. When the phone rang I just buried my head under the covers.

By: Rob M.

Rob M. — Wed, 14 Nov 2007 06:26:57 +0000

Jesus!

What the hell? Suicide plans? Indonesian volcanoes. We don’t talk like we used to. Okay, maybe we never talked.. but still, WTF?

It’s that god-forsaken job that’s driving you around the bend. Petro bucks are evil.

I just tried to get a hold of you on your various phones to no avail.. likely you’re already sleeping. I will try again tomorrow.

By: 32-P

32-P — Tue, 13 Nov 2007 22:45:26 +0000

(Coughs in chagrin)
Actually, he’s the fourth opinion.

I just kept thinking it was them who was wrong, you know? Turns out no, there’s a general consensus that it’s me.